Just a feeling

Like you use to Eclipse Edit

    Hey! its blogging Time.. So I made a few pictures for a Spotlight for the Eclipse Magazine, I do some work here and there for the magazine, and a few weeks ago I was asked if I was interested in doing the spotlight. You Can Check out my Spotlight Feature in the April 2016 Issue of  Eclipse Magazine Here .  My inspiration for this is several things, I have a really big fascination with water, I don’t know why, I mean you cant get me to go into deep water or under water but the thought of being at beach or lake is appealing to me. I use to take a lot of in-world water pictures but since I don’t really have a water front parcel I started using Photoshop water techniques and it has also made me more creative with how I  do scene’s instead of just relying on water to take pictures in.  I think I’ve become a bit of an Interesting item hoarder. Most of the time I have no idea what I am going to do with items , I collect them, hoard them , put them away for a rainy day until I get an Idea. The outfit , top and bottom are creations by Wicca Merlin, The feet wraps are something I found while tping around with the Fifty Linden Friday thing. My blind fold is an older item that I really like, it gives       movement to the picture along with the Hair.

Hair: {Letituier} Medusa Hair – Red

Blindfold:*BOOM* Last Goodnight Satin Blindfold/windblown lt black (no longer available)

outfit:Wicca’s Wardrobe – Caira  Top and Pants Black

wraps:fri. – Reverie.Wraps (Pewter) – Maitreya

cuffs:Pure Poison – Screw HandCuffs

Tattoo:.ARISE. Marlly Hand Tattoo / Black OMEGA APPLIER

earrings:RealEvil Industries-Neda Earring

branch:E.V.E {M/T} Ivy Tree [M02-No leaves] Black Chrome

Pose: titzuki : flip

Framed

Framed edit

 

Every time I’ve tried to sit down to blog something happens, it’s like a big Alarm is going off, either in my house or just in my life in general, The little gnomes that live under my bed or something are ganging up together to let some un-known being know that, HEY, She is trying to blog again.. and then thats when the Dishwasher explodes along with a 4 car pile up out on the street and then the phone rings all at once. I have tired to blog 4 times this week alone and nothing has came of it, I am not sure exactly why, I also think it has to do with the lack of motivation for getting in world and taking pictures, I highly enjoy all the sponsors I have.. I really appreciate the amount of patients I have received from people who know me and the people who consider me as a friend and that in itself means more than you will ever know. Unfortunately, even people I’ve known for years Ive decided to say good bye to or not even I just deleted them, either something happened and I wasn’t able to get over it and the things that had happened still bothered me severely and when I would try and talk to them about it the topic was either ignored or It was left to me to apologize even when I didn’t do anything. which is huge fault of mine, I hate conflict and to resolve it I will sometimes just try and settle it to make the conflict disappear. after much conflict with myself and the things that bothered me I just started deleting people. I dont really have any more open places in my life for negativity, I live with enough of it.  I don’t want to stop blogging, well let me rephrase that I don’t want to stop making artsy pictures. I think Ive spent most of my time when I blog thinking about what I should or shouldn’t say, and I tend to end up pouring my heart out. I don’t expect anyone to understand what I am trying to say or where I am coming from, I think I am just tired of trying to give my friendship to people and my loyalty and they don’t see what they do to my feelings in the end.

Style card

Dress: Byrne Celtic Dress-Forest/White @ swank

Shoes: Pure poison Spiked Heart Platforms

Necklace: MINIMAL – Sagat Necklace -female- Bronze

Earrings:**RE** Neda

Hair:Uw.st Larry-

 Purse: [Black Bantam] Tassle Bucket Tote Pose 1 – Sunshine

Head: LOGO – Alex

Skin Applier: Deetalez  Maggie face

Lip applier: Ys&ys  from the paige Skin

Decor

uK – Industrial Frames @ The Liaison Collaborative