Out for a walk

Hair/Hat: Beusy: Vibes Hair w/ Cap [Vibes Gacha] Rare #1 Kustom9 March

outfit: .: villena :. – (Maitreya) Tied Sweatshirt + Shirt – Blush Kustom9 March

leggings applier: Astralia – Mya embellished stockings (Fishnet Maitreya applier) Kustom9 March

Shoes: FLITE. Retro Gliders [MAITREYA]

Bag:*(OO)*YUKI_Vor Bag RARE 02 Kustom9 March

Nails/Rings: [PUMEC] – Rings Set #1 Tres Chic

Pose/Dog:Amitie – Doberman fem- 02 –

Background: MINIMAL – Illusion Background *4*

head: .LeLutka.Head.Simone 2.6

Skin: [PXL] Skin PA C2

Moles: ::c.A.:: Face mole set LeLutka Applier

watch: e.marie // 10:10 Watch – Onyx

Monster inside

the-monster-insideLost in thoughts. trapped inside your mind. All the negativity standing out over anything positive. The hurtful comments still lingering. Depression, Anxiety, self Doubt. sadness.. The things that creep out when it’s time to sleep, that take over your consciousness. So tired, So sleepy, Just want to sleep it all away to forget, forget all the pain.. all the pain that continues to haunt you. The monster. The monster inside.

.Shi is at this round of Uber. They created this hair that has a braid in the front that you can wear with a chain that hangs along the top of the braid. This Hairstyle does actually come with 3 versions and one of the versions has no braid. So if you are not sure exactly what to do with that you can always wear the version without it.

I am wearing black eyeshadow and lip appliers over the Lelutka Simone bento head by zibska. The Lip applier is a black fanned outline on the lower lip Blip and the Eyeshadow is called Lydia and these can be found at Feb round of SaNaRae

The Corset top and  Bracers are by Entice and the February round of the Treasure Chest. The theme for this round was Dungeon Crawl and this top was pretty bad ass and one of my favorite items. This top does actually come with an applier set of pants but I am not wearing them. The pants in this shot are by Haveunequal.

The orbs are by Cubic Cherry the pixie orbs come in light and dark. These are also in the Dungeon Crawl Treasure Chest. These are really neat Photography props.

The face tattoo by Cureless is at the current round of Uber. They are called the Insurgent Mechanoid Face tattoos. This is a really neat item, It is an Omega applier and I am wearing it with my Simone Lelutka head in the Faded Tone, However, I am still getting used to this lelutka head so I think maybe I have something in my settings on this mesh head not set correctly cause all the Tones of the tattoo look pretty similar to me.

And as far as the all the colors go. I use the Cole’s Corner Eternal Flame Burning Orb Halo, Flaming Aura, and Flaming Palms ( RARE)  and the Heat Wave (Mana Burn)

Hair: .Shi : Octavia / V2 w/Chain / Wear with V1 & V2 @ Uber

Mesh Head: .LeLutka.Head.Simone 2.6

Face Tattoo: CURELESS [+] Insurgent Mechanoid Face Tattoos / OMEGA @ Uber

Lip Applier:  Zibska ~ Blip @ SaNaRae 

Eyeshadow applier: Zibska ~ Lydia @ SaNaRae

Top: Entice – Adrenaline Corset – FATPACK – Maitreya ( Feburary Treasure Chest)

Pants: [ HU ] Lana Pants_black_Maitreya @ Tres Chic

Pose: Bauhaus Movement – Frequency Shift 02

Orbs: [Cubic Cherry] {Pixie} orb LIGHT (R)   ( Feburary Treasure Chest)

Background: MINIMAL – Illusion Background *3*  @ Uber

in a second.

unusual-fashion2  in a second.. all things can change in that instant. be proud you know the people you do. be happy with the people who consider you a friend and be more thankful for what you have and are given.

The newest round of uber is WOW! Wasabi Pills made this piggy tail style hair with long bangs to go along with the Tokyo theme at uber. Zibska Also made Make-up to go with the theme and she killed it! Love her work to start with so I was really excited to put a look together with them. hirajukubb9

Hair:/Wasabi Pills/ Miwa Mesh Hair – (BOOBS) – Style 2 @ Uber 

Earrings:[ glow ] studio Picture Show Earrings

Mesh Head:.LeLutka.Head.Simone 2.6

skin: Avenge] Melania skin applier for Lelutka – pale @ Uber

eyeshadow applier:  Zibska Yumi Lelutka Applier @ Uber

Lip applier: Zibska Franci Lelutka Applier @ Uber

Cheekapplier:  Zibska [Ltd Gift] Woosh Cheeks

dress: Baiastice_Tattoo Dress-KoiKat Coral-Maitreya @ Uber

Headpiece: Enfant Terrible. Hairband from Tokyo – Harajuku

Shoes: [MODA] CALLISTA CORSET PLATFORMS -MAITREYA

Icecream: {Imeka} Italian Ice Cream with Cherry {Color 1}

Luggage: Azoury- Suitcases stacked (Deco)

Dog: [Black Bantam] Diva Dog Shih Tzu – Blonde

Fruit stand: dust bunny . fresh fruit stand . full set

Background: MINIMAL – Illusion Background *4*  @ Uber

Sign: floorplan. stop sign (wall)

crates: floorplan. crate stack / wood

Cat: (fd) Cat – 05 Curled On Back

 Flamingo: :HAIKEI: Moon Drops gacha {1}

Framed

Framed edit

 

Every time I’ve tried to sit down to blog something happens, it’s like a big Alarm is going off, either in my house or just in my life in general, The little gnomes that live under my bed or something are ganging up together to let some un-known being know that, HEY, She is trying to blog again.. and then thats when the Dishwasher explodes along with a 4 car pile up out on the street and then the phone rings all at once. I have tired to blog 4 times this week alone and nothing has came of it, I am not sure exactly why, I also think it has to do with the lack of motivation for getting in world and taking pictures, I highly enjoy all the sponsors I have.. I really appreciate the amount of patients I have received from people who know me and the people who consider me as a friend and that in itself means more than you will ever know. Unfortunately, even people I’ve known for years Ive decided to say good bye to or not even I just deleted them, either something happened and I wasn’t able to get over it and the things that had happened still bothered me severely and when I would try and talk to them about it the topic was either ignored or It was left to me to apologize even when I didn’t do anything. which is huge fault of mine, I hate conflict and to resolve it I will sometimes just try and settle it to make the conflict disappear. after much conflict with myself and the things that bothered me I just started deleting people. I dont really have any more open places in my life for negativity, I live with enough of it.  I don’t want to stop blogging, well let me rephrase that I don’t want to stop making artsy pictures. I think Ive spent most of my time when I blog thinking about what I should or shouldn’t say, and I tend to end up pouring my heart out. I don’t expect anyone to understand what I am trying to say or where I am coming from, I think I am just tired of trying to give my friendship to people and my loyalty and they don’t see what they do to my feelings in the end.

Style card

Dress: Byrne Celtic Dress-Forest/White @ swank

Shoes: Pure poison Spiked Heart Platforms

Necklace: MINIMAL – Sagat Necklace -female- Bronze

Earrings:**RE** Neda

Hair:Uw.st Larry-

 Purse: [Black Bantam] Tassle Bucket Tote Pose 1 – Sunshine

Head: LOGO – Alex

Skin Applier: Deetalez  Maggie face

Lip applier: Ys&ys  from the paige Skin

Decor

uK – Industrial Frames @ The Liaison Collaborative