Random Oddities

random-oddities

The Freakshow is rapidly on its way for you all to see. Event Opens : Friday, October 28, 2016 @ 9:00 a.m. SLT. I pulled out all my quirky circus themed items, I even made one of my best friends dress as himself… a monkey..:) Ghee made several outfits for The SCALA freakshow, this is the Couture clown. It comes with the hat, gloves, pasties, pants, shoes and the collar. That’s a pretty impressive outfit ! The ottoman is by 22769 this is the  Harkonnen ottoman. This has really great poses in them, its something you should really check out . It can also be found at the Freakshow. Lilith’s Den also made some things for this event. The wooden crate/trunk thing to my left in the picture has some interesting pose in it and is a great added piece for any decor /scene in world. I added a few things from Random matter, this inworld store is in the newest round of Epiphany and I kinda went a little nuts on the gatcha there and got a few of these candle hands, aren’t they creepy?Last but not least the hair I am wearing is by Fabia, this is a new to me hair place, but this hair is super cute. this hair is called Bambi and can be found at the up coming event called the Bloody Horror Fair.   Make sure you check out these events!

outfit: Ghee  COUTURE CLOWN BAG @ SCALA FREAKSHOW

Hair:FABIA– Mesh Hair < Bambi> Annaturals Tones @ Bloody Horror Fair Oct. 25 – Nov 11

head:CATWA HEAD Helena V4.10

Make up applier:Izzie’s – Catwa – Applier Insomnia

22769 ~ [bauwerk] Harkonnen Ottoman PG @ SCALA FREAKSHOW

.random.Matter. – Paint It Black – Hand Candle [Black] [L]

.random.Matter. – Paint It Black – Hand Candle [Black] [R]

random.Matter. – Paint It Black – Hand Candle [Flesh] [L]

.random.Matter. – Paint It Black – Skull Jar

junk. now showing frame.

Kaerri Carousel Horse

Lilith’s Den – Circus Crate @ SCALA FREAKSHOW

Lark – Cushion Tent – Circus 4A

[Con.&floorplan.] Medical Skeleton – Platinum

+Half-Deer+ The Mad Scientist’s Birdcage

7 – Circus Step (animated)

[Kres] Confused Robot – Bartholomew Standing (Deco)

Social Disorder

Social Disorder

Todays Blog is kinda personal and im actually going to talk about myself and not all about Second life items.. Ive kinda had this topic on my mind and it keeps coming up a lot lately.. in all actuality  I’m not sure if people really know how far my social Awkwardness is .. If you have chatted with me in world  and you’ve gotten to know me you may know how odd i can be.. but I havent always been that way. Before I had 3 kids and was in my 2nd marriage I was social and maybe considered the life of the party.. Im noticing now that I am rather distant from people face to face.. I like my space but then again i dont like to be alone.. its boring.. and who is gonna laugh at my randomness when im alone? me probably.. but still. I’ve been having a hard time mentally with thinking where my friendships lye as far as who really trusts me who really cares about me and Who just thinks im a gullible idiot. I observe a lot .. and I may not always be able to give you the most sound advice . cause i often stick my foot in my mouth. but when i do give you advice its from my heart and its the best way i know how to put words together to let you understand it. Im not good with words I never have been.  I tell people that im not good with advice but it doesnt mean i dont care, cause i do. I care way to much for people who have no clue I exist . This being the reason why i get my feelings hurt way to easily.  Some of my friends have noticed my coldness in the last few weeks. A month or so ago I had became really depressed and i went to the doctor and had myself put on medicine . I’ve been on an anti depressant now for over 2 months and last month was just really hard for me i don’t know why i just felt really down and when i get this way everything suffers.. my relationships , me , my family.. because i just don’t feel like i have a connection with people and this makes it so much worse. Ive just really been trying to pinpoint my set off point of why i get into these funks and then why last month just sucked so bad for me and I really don’t know yet.. I don’t think its the medicine but its very possibly that what i keep to myself and i don’t say out loud is the issue  it just all festers and eats away at me and makes me feel negative and distraught. I do want to thank those of you who do consider yourself close to me though cause you are what helps me keep it together to keep going and not give up.

Style Card

 Headpiece SAS Flower Explosion Black ( The instruments)

lashes: # He La # Heavy to watch Eye Black ( The Instruments )

Brows: Nox Beks Brows Black ( Dark Style Fair)

 Sweet Lips PXL v1.4

straps: Topazia Poppy Toes for walk in the Flower Black

Pose:  !bang stand 447

Scene

 Grass : Alergria Black Rise Grass

outline: Junk Metal Her Silver

mask : PM Mode Watcher

Birds Axix Lady Crow for pose 7 and Extra crows set

 Flowers : Topazia poppy Ankle for walk in the flowers

Sugarplum, Spring Dream

sugarplum spring dream

 Spring is natures way of saying lets party~ Robin Williams

 When one flower blooms Spring Awakens Everywhere ~ John O’Donohue

So many things to talk about  in this picture, So very recently Azoury Came out with these shoes called Marquise Heels, These  can be found at the Rock attitude Fashion fair that does not start until saturday March 28th 2015. But in order to wear these shoes you need to have Eve Mesh feet which come in a pack called Eve Doll Box. I’m so new to this item and this store, and was kinda in aww and I bombarded the Creator with lots of questions , I had never head of this store or knew that there was another mesh body on the market.. I will be doing a full on Review of this in my next blog so watch out for that! Also the dress im wearing is by zibska and it can be found at the Fashion for Life event. My hair is a Freebie by Catwa that can be found in one of the stores at the biker Choice fair.

Style Card

 MeshBody- EVE *B* V8.4

Headpiece- Maysouls Japan Treasures Tullip and Accessory Birdcage

Dress, Arm, & Neck Accesssories- Zibska Edera Deux Smoke ( Fashion For Life)

Shoes: Azoury – Marquise Heels ( Rock Attitude Fashion Fair) Not open yet

Hair- Catwa Zoey Long side (Biker Choice)

Soonsiki– Shaved Base Dark

Loud Mouth: Alli v1.5

Applier: Alaska Metro– Liquid Shine

Lashes: Glam Affair– Miami LAshes Purple

Eyeshadow: Alaska Metro– SmokeShow Eyeshadow- Desert Rose

Contouring: MUA– Cheeks Contouring Natural Colors

Ears: Mandala Steking Ears

 Skin: sYs– ANgie L02 (blackbrows) skin fair 2015

Set

Trees: Meli Imako –  Ml807 mesh bare tree set

Flower Vines: + Half Deer + Climing Rose Vines ( Emerald)

Birdhouses: * Funky Junk* Bird Cottages

Mannequin: Apt B – Manny with wings white

Mannequin Outline: Junk – Metal her silver

Fish: Anc – FrilledFish Mistwhite

Candles: SimpleMe Candles White ( no longer Available)

 Bigger Blooms: BeetleBones– Wizarding Frogs and toad Lily