Seeking Shadows

seeking shadows Its late, Well its late for me.. a little Late night blog before I go to sleep.. I have been checking out a lot of new Virtual world Photographers lately, There are so many good ones, and everyone has such a unique technique. The the thing I hear the most about this hobby is, I want to be as good as… I think its actually better to be as good as your are.. with time You learn new things, skills, change preferences, you have your own set of likes and dislikes and those things make up your style. You cant be just like so and so.. you can only be you.. cause you know what you like and no one else can change that about you.. There are so many styles of “art” that can be made Digitally now its rather amazing.

Stylecard

HeadPiece: pure poison – N’aimah Headdress – All Black & Silver

Bodysuit:alaskametro<3 “Freyja” bodysuit – Black – MAITREYA @ Whore Couture

Tattoo: [ TrevaH ]- Deva Tattoo 50 Maitreya @ Skin Fair

Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara V3.5

Pose !bang – stand 543

Poison Diamond fae

poison Diamond Faes

  Another Blog for Enchantment and This time I Have a Guest with me! Sorchiee , Sorchiee does lovely Fantasy pictures. You can check out her blog here .  We are both wearing creations from Poisoned Diamond. The Mushrooms are by Dysfunctionality These are a free gift at the Dysfunctionality booth. The trees with sparkly lights are by DRD  they are the Standing Fairy Lamps lights, these trees come in several wood tones and there are chandeliers wood branch things also! We are  standing under the Little Branch Tree which is kind of like a  gazebo , its really neat! All the things mentioned above can be found at the Enchantment that’s happening now! Go check it out 🙂

 Sorchiee is wearing 

(left)

//HAIR: Joleen by EMO-tions in Pastels Available now at We ❤ RP
// EYES: Promise Eyes by IKON in Nymph
// HEAD: Annie Human Head by CATWA
// SKIN: Nurin by Essences for CATWA Available now at Kustom9
// BODY: Lara by Maitreya
// NECKLACES: I Believe by Cubic cherry in Sky & Lavender Available now at Enchantment
// OUTFIT: Fee complete set by Poisoned Diamond in Purple Available now at Enchantment
// POSE: Stand 580 by !bang Available now at Enchantment
//EYEBROWS: Mila Brows for CATWA by ARISE in Colofuls at Enchantment

Anderian Is wearing

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pose !bang fairy 1 ( Enchantment Hunt)

//Body: Miatreya Lara

//Hair: Olive The Bette Hair

//Outfit: Fee Set By Poison Diamond In Aqua At Enchantment

//Butterflies: Tableau Vivant Namiriel Hair Butterflies L

//Head: Logo Alex

Scene

Trees: DRD standing fairy lamp light At Enchantment

Grass: *Shabby* Atlantis Fields 4

[DDD] Giant Mushroom’s At Enchantment

Little Branch EnchantedTree At Enchantment

*Figment* Tink’s Cage-Steel  at Enchantment

Social Disorder

Social Disorder

Todays Blog is kinda personal and im actually going to talk about myself and not all about Second life items.. Ive kinda had this topic on my mind and it keeps coming up a lot lately.. in all actuality  I’m not sure if people really know how far my social Awkwardness is .. If you have chatted with me in world  and you’ve gotten to know me you may know how odd i can be.. but I havent always been that way. Before I had 3 kids and was in my 2nd marriage I was social and maybe considered the life of the party.. Im noticing now that I am rather distant from people face to face.. I like my space but then again i dont like to be alone.. its boring.. and who is gonna laugh at my randomness when im alone? me probably.. but still. I’ve been having a hard time mentally with thinking where my friendships lye as far as who really trusts me who really cares about me and Who just thinks im a gullible idiot. I observe a lot .. and I may not always be able to give you the most sound advice . cause i often stick my foot in my mouth. but when i do give you advice its from my heart and its the best way i know how to put words together to let you understand it. Im not good with words I never have been.  I tell people that im not good with advice but it doesnt mean i dont care, cause i do. I care way to much for people who have no clue I exist . This being the reason why i get my feelings hurt way to easily.  Some of my friends have noticed my coldness in the last few weeks. A month or so ago I had became really depressed and i went to the doctor and had myself put on medicine . I’ve been on an anti depressant now for over 2 months and last month was just really hard for me i don’t know why i just felt really down and when i get this way everything suffers.. my relationships , me , my family.. because i just don’t feel like i have a connection with people and this makes it so much worse. Ive just really been trying to pinpoint my set off point of why i get into these funks and then why last month just sucked so bad for me and I really don’t know yet.. I don’t think its the medicine but its very possibly that what i keep to myself and i don’t say out loud is the issue  it just all festers and eats away at me and makes me feel negative and distraught. I do want to thank those of you who do consider yourself close to me though cause you are what helps me keep it together to keep going and not give up.

Style Card

 Headpiece SAS Flower Explosion Black ( The instruments)

lashes: # He La # Heavy to watch Eye Black ( The Instruments )

Brows: Nox Beks Brows Black ( Dark Style Fair)

 Sweet Lips PXL v1.4

straps: Topazia Poppy Toes for walk in the Flower Black

Pose:  !bang stand 447

Scene

 Grass : Alergria Black Rise Grass

outline: Junk Metal Her Silver

mask : PM Mode Watcher

Birds Axix Lady Crow for pose 7 and Extra crows set

 Flowers : Topazia poppy Ankle for walk in the flowers