Hey, I kinda feel like I haven’t put out a blog in awhile.. it’s the summer time in the country and its been kinda busy in my RL, between keeping the kiddo’s entertained and just doing the normal house thing.. I have been finding myself being more distant with people. For me this leaves many open ended relationships and I have often wondered if the people I meet in a virtual world really understand where I come from, how I am, What I am trying to say or Do they just put me in that category where people talk to you but they don’t really think anything of you friend wise. I have the most terrible habit of thinking that when I talk with people that I am just irritating them.
So sometimes I just back off and stop talking all together.. its a Very big downfall of who I am. But I’ve always been that way. Would I like to know that I have friends in Second life, yes, but I don’t want to show that I am that unconfident in who I am as a person and second guess all the people I come in contact with.
I would like to say though to anyone who has contacted me in the last week and asked me if I was okay, thanks for checking in on me. and Yes I am ok and sorry if you feel I am avoiding you. I get lost in my head often and most of the time I kinda need to find the light at the end of the tunnel so I can move on to something else. Plus Did I mention its summer? I haven’t had much time to think. Its been a very fast pace kinda month since school has been out.
Anyway. I am featuring a few items from Blank Bantam that is at the Arcade, The flowers, drift wood horse and Cage are all apart of the Gatcha at the arcade. I am also wearing some stuff by sYs called Isis its at the June Round of We ❤ roleplay it has several colors in the Collar pack and Skirt pack, Black, Black Brown, and Black Red.
I am wearing a New hair by Lelutka, This hair is kinda neat.. In the Clarice pack it has 2 styles of hair that are similar but one has a piece of hair that goes in front of the neck area and each hair has the option of a moving hair and not moving hair, How nifty is that.. I got the colors called Nordic.. Love these!
The lashes I am wearing are a unique touch to any styling , They have an Applier liner for Catwa, Lelutka and Tmp Mesh heads. I am currently wearing the Catwa Helena V4.9 Head, I splurged a few weeks back and Gosh picking a mesh head can be tedious, With picking a face shape and getting the right look that you like with it and then also finding a skin You like to , its kinda maddening.
What Ande Wore
[sYs] ISIS skirt (fitted mesh) – black/red We<3 Roleplay
[sYs] ISIS collar (Maitreya body) – black/red We<3 Roleplay
Zibska Portent Catwa Applier
CATWA HEAD Helena V4.9
DeeTaleZ *Appliers* for CATWA Heads *Face Gaby* NORDIC
Pose DelMay – Snags ‘n’ ladders